Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Great Night.

I keep forgetting to be happy
When life seems to get me down

Life is complicated
sometimes you need to cry and let go
but for some reason I always feel stupid when I do.
They always say it's okay to cry,

I keep forgetting to live it up
isn't that what were supposed to do.
We make it impossible
I just want to watch a movie on a rainy day
or paint pictures on the sidewalk with pretty colors
of sidewalk chalk.

I want to eat icecream 3 times a day for the rest of my life
I see my life the way it truely is.
I don't like it that way
I keep forgetting to keep pretending

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Film Analysis

Film Analysis

My Fair Lady (1964)

OW: Eliza is a penniless young woman who sell's flowers from street corners. While wealthy Dr. Henry Higgins, an arrogant professor of phonetics, lives his normal, but elegant day to day life in high society.
Call: Henry Higgins overhears Eliza talking on the street as he waits for a taxi. "Buy a Flour off a poor gurl" He is discusted by her lack of proper english. He bet's her that he could teach her how to speak properly in 2 months and have her working in a nice little flower shop.
Refusal: Eliza goes to Henry Higgins house, wanting him to try to teach her how to speak well. Henry at first refuses her. Tells her to go back to the streets.
Mentor: Proffeser Pickering a friend of Dr. Higgins makes a bet with Henry Higgins to pass her off as a Princess at the royal ball, just by teaching her to speak proper english.
Threshold: "The rain in spain flows mainly in the plain." Eliza finally learns to speak correctly. "In Heartford Heriford and Hampshire hurricanes harldly ever happen."
Tests, allies, enemies: Eliza's father comes to take money from Higgins. They get rid of him. Eliza doesn't want to do it anymore. Eliza's first public display was a disaster. "Come on Dova move your bloomin ass." She embarreses herself and the Dr. and Proffesor Pickering. She picks up a young suitor, Freddy, whom she is not interested in. The spy and former apprentice of Higgins tries to cause trouble for them at the ball.She almost gets discovered.
Approach: They go to the ball and pass Eliza off as royalty. She isn't discovered and she dances with the prince.
Ordeal: Eliza feels underapreciated, she has fallen in love with Henry Higgins and hears him and Proffesor Pickering talking about how they are done with her now that they have won the bet.
Reward: Henry tells Eliza that he loves her.
The Road Back: Henry goes to his mothers house to find Eliza and bring her back.
Resurrection: "The house isn't the same without you."
Return with Elixir: Henry Higgins and Eliza are in love, she stays, and he realizes what a jerk he was being and apologizes. Telling her that he loves her.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

New York City

I'm in high school. I've been in high school for three years. I'm single. I have a job. A place to live. I have friends. I have a plan for college. I have a scholarship and an apartment. I have a roommate. I have a savings account with money I have saved at the bank. I have a plan. I have a major, I'm going to be a nurse. 
But all of this changed. In one split second. When I decided not to go to college at UVU just because that's where I had a full ride scholarship. I don't have to go to college there, just because it was the lowest cost on my list. I decided to work for my first year, move to New York and find a job as a nanny. I hear they make a lot of money babysitting rich people's kids. I use the money I have saved up to get me there and find a small apartment. I sit down in Starbucks and sip my coffee. A boy sits across from me and asks me my name. My life will never be the same.


Questions:
What would have happened if I had just gone to college at UVU?
Who is the boy that sits across from me at Starbucks?
Do I get the job as a Nanny or do I end up homeless on the streets?

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Take The Risk

This one's for the careful.
Take the risk.

Because rewards come to the bold, to the risk takers, to the jumpers facing the cliffs edge.

Because you never know the consequences of your actions, untill you take them and find out.

Because 100 % of the human race fails.

Take the risk.

Because you will know once you've punched doubt in the face.

Because defeating your fear feels good.

Because you can shoot for the moon, land on the stars, and lasso the sun.

Take the risk.

Because conquering the impossible feat of landing your standing tuck for the first time feels increadible.

Because getting that trophy is worth the hours of sweat, blood, and tears.

Because if you can't do it. No one can.

Take the risk.

Run the extra mile, but literally. Stay the extra hour after practice to take one more shot. Ask the girl out already, she probably has been wishing you would.

Tomorrow won't be the same now, you've changed the sequence of events. Life is different now. Because you can take the risk.

Monday, April 25, 2011

Gandhi

I keep forgetting to be happy
When life seems to get me down
but, I see the light come through the clouds.
It gives me hope for the better day
will you ever come...
Does such a thing exist in this reality we call LIFE
So will it ever come?

Life is beautiful but its complicated
sometimes you need to cry and let go
but for some reason I always feel stupid when I do.
Why is that?
They always say it's okay to cry,
who is they?

When will we own ourselves completely?
I keep forgetting to live it up
isn't that what were supposed to do.
Then why is it that we make it impossible to do so
I just want to watch a movie on a rainy day
or paint pictures on the sidewalk with pretty colors
of sidewalk chalk.
I want to kiss that boy that I've had a crush on
I want him to kiss me first
I keep forgetting to keep it a secret.

I want to eat icecream 3 times a day for the rest of my life
Sometimes I see my life the way it truely is.
I don't like it that way
I keep forgetting to keep pretending
And tonight is not the last time I'l see the light.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Blurbs

Echo -Gorilla Zoe
Alonzo Mathis has recently been through a very rough breakup, it was very emotionally scarring. He is so bitter and cynical that he can't even mention the notorious ex girlfriends name, slowly he is letting go of the revenge that takes over his life and realizes that she was the one who had issues, he should'nt miss her and that he should leg go and move on.

Fifteen - Taylor Swift
A fifteen year old girl has her first experience as a freshman in highschool in a small town, she wishes desperatly for any attenton from a senior boy. She is counceled to take her time and not fall in love before she knows who she is, her best friend Abigail and her make fun of the other "popular girls" She begins to date and believes the boy who tells her that he loves her, her first kiss, he's on the football team and she's sweft off her feet. Her friend Abigail is dumped. She experiences her first her first heartbreak as well. She figures out who she is and wishes to give others the same advice which at first, she ignored.

She's My Kind of Rain -Tim Mcgraw
A young man watches the love of his life laugh across the dinner table, it's their one year anniversary of when they first started dating, they're sitting at their favorite restaraunt. He begins to go through every moment, every touch, and everything he ever remembers about her in his mind and before he can stop himself he is confessing to her how much he truely loves her. He sweeps her off her feet and pulls her onto the dance floor, their song begins to play as confetti slowly drifts down from the ceiling. He realizes he is in love with his sweetheart and there is no where else in the world he could be at this moment, than here, with her. He pulls out the ring and proposes.

Red Rag Top -Tim Mcgraw
A 20 year old young man and his 18 year old girlfriend, young and naive drive she picks him up in her red rag top truck on a summer night and they drove up to a clearing and cooked dinner, she begged him to please never stop loving her. He got her pregnant, with no job and no money, she was still in school, they made the decition to have an abortion.  They stayed together but not long after took one more trip to the clearing, she stopped loving him. They broke up, but he never stopped loving her. Many years later he was stopped at a red light next to a young girl in a red rag top truck, he had a flashback to the clearing, so many years before, and he's still in love with her even after all that time.

His Name -He is We
Young and torn apart by life's vicious tendancy to knock you down a young girl realizes that there is a God and that she can turn to him for help. She wishes she had only known earlier, knowing it could have saved her alot of heartache.