Great Night.

I keep forgetting to be happy
When life seems to get me down

Life is complicated
sometimes you need to cry and let go
but for some reason I always feel stupid when I do.
They always say it's okay to cry,

I keep forgetting to live it up
isn't that what were supposed to do.
We make it impossible
I just want to watch a movie on a rainy day
or paint pictures on the sidewalk with pretty colors
of sidewalk chalk.

I want to eat icecream 3 times a day for the rest of my life
I see my life the way it truely is.
I don't like it that way
I keep forgetting to keep pretending

Film Analysis

Film Analysis

My Fair Lady (1964)

OW: Eliza is a penniless young woman who sell's flowers from street corners. While wealthy Dr. Henry Higgins, an arrogant professor of phonetics, lives his normal, but elegant day to day life in high society.

Call: Henry Higgins overhears Eliza talking on the street as he waits for a taxi. "Buy a Flour off a poor gurl" He is discusted by her lack of proper english. He bet's her that he could teach her how to speak properly in 2 months and have her working in a nice little flower shop.

Refusal: Eliza goes to Henry Higgins house, wanting him to try to teach her how to speak well. Henry at first refuses her. Tells her to go back to the streets.
Mentor: Proffeser Pickering a friend of Dr. Higgins makes a bet with Henry Higgins to pass her off as a Princess at the royal ball, just by teaching her to speak proper english.

Threshold: "The rain in spain flows mainly in the plain." Eliza finally learns to speak correctly. "In Heartford Heriford and Hampshire hurricanes harldly ever happen."

Tests, allies, enemies: Eliza's father comes to take money from Higgins. They get rid of him. Eliza doesn't want to do it anymore. Eliza's first public display was a disaster. "Come on Dova move your bloomin ass." She embarreses herself and the Dr. and Proffesor Pickering. She picks up a young suitor, Freddy, whom she is not interested in. The spy and former apprentice of Higgins tries to cause trouble for them at the ball.She almost gets discovered.

Approach: They go to the ball and pass Eliza off as royalty. She isn't discovered and she dances with the prince.

Ordeal: Eliza feels underapreciated, she has fallen in love with Henry Higgins and hears him and Proffesor Pickering talking about how they are done with her now that they have won the bet.

Reward: Henry tells Eliza that he loves her.

The Road Back: Henry goes to his mothers house to find Eliza and bring her back.

Resurrection: "The house isn't the same without you."

Return with Elixir: Henry Higgins and Eliza are in love, she stays, and he realizes what a jerk he was being and apologizes. Telling her that he loves her.

New York City

I'm in high school. I've been in high school for three years. I'm single. I have a job. A place to live. I have friends. I have a plan for college. I have a scholarship and an apartment. I have a roommate. I have a savings account with money I have saved at the bank. I have a plan. I have a major, I'm going to be a nurse. 

But all of this changed. In one split second. When I decided not to go to college at UVU just because that's where I had a full ride scholarship. I don't have to go to college there, just because it was the lowest cost on my list. I decided to work for my first year, move to New York and find a job as a nanny. I hear they make a lot of money babysitting rich people's kids. I use the money I have saved up to get me there and find a small apartment. I sit down in Starbucks and sip my coffee. A boy sits across from me and asks me my name. My life will never be the same.

Questions:

What would have happened if I had just gone to college at UVU?

Who is the boy that sits across from me at Starbucks?

Do I get the job as a Nanny or do I end up homeless on the streets?

Take The Risk

This one's for the careful.
Take the risk.

Because rewards come to the bold, to the risk takers, to the jumpers facing the cliffs edge.

Because you never know the consequences of your actions, untill you take them and find out.

Because 100 % of the human race fails.

Take the risk.

Because you will know once you've punched doubt in the face.

Because defeating your fear feels good.

Because you can shoot for the moon, land on the stars, and lasso the sun.

Take the risk.

Because conquering the impossible feat of landing your standing tuck for the first time feels increadible.

Because getting that trophy is worth the hours of sweat, blood, and tears.

Because if you can't do it. No one can.

Take the risk.

Run the extra mile, but literally. Stay the extra hour after practice to take one more shot. Ask the girl out already, she probably has been wishing you would.

Tomorrow won't be the same now, you've changed the sequence of events. Life is different now. Because you can take the risk.